In all actuality, Im nuts and all my adult children are nuts, too. The problem is ; they are all bigger than me. We already fight like a pack of wolves and so this rage Im hearing about is seriously not funny. I've delayed Tx , hopeing the youngest would graduate and move out. Well, he is still here , and Ive decided I cant put this off any longer. So I'll put a new lock on my bedroom door and hide in my room for the duration. But considering my son is to lazy to even let the dog out, pick up a dish or his dirty clothing. Im betting when I come out I'll trip over the dead dog or all his piles of dirty laundry, fall down the stairs and break my neck and all the hassle of the tx will have been for nothing. Good Luck All its gonna take more than xanax. Michaele
Fajah said
Sep 5, 2012
The other night, a phone call came in, someone checking on me and mine with Hurricane Isaac approaching, my wife started yelling, from another room in the house, for me to pick up the call, I could not find any of our 4 wireless remotes phones and for some reason when I got to one the call was dead..........now....would that be enough to send a normal person into a rage of anger....why isn't there a damn phone when I need one.....anyway you get the picture....what a fit I had, took it outside and went for a walk asking myself "what is wrong with me"....
All is good, the wife totally gets it, unfortunatly I now have one less wireless remote phone as the one I threw did not survive.
Just off Incevik after 12 weeks.....itchy...
greenqueen said
Sep 3, 2012
I don't think the "Trolley Rage" ever goes away! Supermarkets are a definite no-no lol
Telephone cold-callers are a good target and you're likely to find your number removed from their lists after a few "episodes"
When I went to the hospital for my first shot, the nurse said "You may feel a little angry sometimes, a bit like road-rage" - a slight understatement...... I could wake up feeling quite friendly with people and then feel murderous by tea time. I did try and avoid confrontations (or so I thought) but there was an incident when I threatened to jab someone with an unused Peg Pen 'cos they wouldn't stop arguing with me - funny that, since it was me who started the argument
Steff xx
Mary Jane said
Sep 3, 2012
JoAnneh wrote:
I had a 'fit' the other day! Acted like a child! Because store room was trashed out. I starting throwing things. Hello I am an adult What was that about! My husband said he saw me and almost video it w his phone! That may had caused another fit:) I told him he was right I acted like a brat and I told him it was medicine. I was so embarrassed. Margo I do take AD, I take 10 mg of lexapro. It makes me hungry all time but I knew from last time On med I needed help. Fortunately, I have a quiet home, my kids are grown. That helps! I can't imagine four children needing me all day. With kids u can't Ignore certain duties. Hope u get to rest and get a massage soon. Xxoo joanne
Oh my friends... thanks for sharing... I am trying to prepare all for what is up and comence...MJ
JoAnneh said
Sep 3, 2012
I had a 'fit' the other day! Acted like a child! Because store room was trashed out. I starting throwing things. Hello I am an adult What was that about! My husband said he saw me and almost video it w his phone! That may had caused another fit:) I told him he was right I acted like a brat and I told him it was medicine. I was so embarrassed. Margo I do take AD, I take 10 mg of lexapro. It makes me hungry all time but I knew from last time On med I needed help. Fortunately, I have a quiet home, my kids are grown. That helps! I can't imagine four children needing me all day. With kids u can't Ignore certain duties. Hope u get to rest and get a massage soon. Xxoo joanne
Mary Jane said
Sep 3, 2012
Margo wrote:
Thank you LC ;) bitch it is! Kiwi, you're funny, love your laugh " bahaha":) I try to avoid any confrontations due to others sake lol. Citalopram was too strong for me and gave me depression and headaches... I'll try to feed them to my father who can't keep his mouth shut for a second and drives my poor mother nuts.
I can't stop laughing.. with my anxiety none of those SSI drugs worked for me that's why I stil take Xanex they are out of the Valium family .. I'm already looney tunes..
Margo said
Sep 3, 2012
Thank you LC ;) bitch it is!
Kiwi, you're funny, love your laugh " bahaha":)
I try to avoid any confrontations due to others sake lol. Citalopram was too strong for me and gave me depression and headaches... I'll try to feed them to my father who can't keep his mouth shut for a second and drives my poor mother nuts.
Phil G said
Sep 3, 2012
I would not consider that riba rage, Kiwi. Just taking care of folks who aren't able to do so for themselves, something we should be doing with or without drugs. Thank you.
kiwi said
Sep 3, 2012
aw margo. i hear ya mate. some grumpy old man at the shop the other day wore all of my riba rage. but he did deserve it. bahahaha (thats my excuse and im stickin to it) he was being sooo rude and mean to a young girl. it was awful. so i just HAD to speak up.
hahaha, poor ol buggar never knew what hit him...
im on citalopram. dunno what it does, but a friend said imagine the train wreck i would be without taking them. look out world....
hang in there mate.
Margo said
Sep 3, 2012
MJ, some docs recommend start taking antidepressants 2 weeks or so before starting treatment not experience those ups and downs.
JoAnne, you're funny;) I feel like child #5 in my own house! I am arguing with my 12 year old! I'm rediculous...
-- Edited by Margo on Monday 3rd of September 2012 06:25:39 AM
Thanks guys, sometimes I feel like this is new me and I'm terrified. Got the script for Cymbalta, new concept of drugs against drugs. I'm glad I'm not alone and it's all temporary. I just feel bad for my kids snd husband who have to put up with this "multiple personality disorder" aka crap from me daily...
Shep said
Sep 2, 2012
I remember the rage well and so do some of my co-workers and a few students. Finally at about 8 weeks post--starting to have my old calm and patient demeanor back. Everyone is grateful. Hang in there --it is NOT you--it's the meds.
JIme said
Sep 2, 2012
You should have seen me at Wal Mart last week........a nut job on wheels....lol......it will pass, eventually.
Hang in there.
Margo said
Sep 2, 2012
wnose wrote:
Take a deep breath...and say to yourself "This is not me. This is not me. This is not me."
Every day gets you closer to freedom.
Tell this to my husband lol
wnose said
Sep 2, 2012
Take a deep breath...and say to yourself "This is not me. This is not me. This is not me."
Every day gets you closer to freedom.
Mary Jane said
Aug 31, 2012
Margo wrote:
alexm1122 wrote:
You shoulda seen me blow up at the poor guy at library a coupla months ago. I won't be going back there again soon.
Haha Alex, I think we should have a sign over put chests "Beware, May blow up!"
Thank God we have each other on this Forum...
Margo said
Aug 31, 2012
alexm1122 wrote:
You shoulda seen me blow up at the poor guy at library a coupla months ago. I won't be going back there again soon.
Haha Alex, I think we should have a sign over put chests "Beware, May blow up!"
alexm1122 said
Aug 31, 2012
You shoulda seen me blow up at the poor guy at library a coupla months ago. I won't be going back there again soon.
Margo said
Aug 31, 2012
Thanks JoAnne, I'll try my best, but medications is #1 on my list and I'm getting it today.
JoAnneh said
Aug 31, 2012
I have problem w my temper the other day! I threw a fit in the store room because it was messy. A fit like a toddler! Hello! I knew it was inappropriate. Thank goodness no video of me acting like a crazy person. And that night I was fussy! Going to church and forcing myself to get out is helping! I take lexapro 10 MSG and it makes me eat eat eat! But at least I am calm calm 95 percent of the time. Hang in there Margo. Force yourself outside since Fall is coming. Some days we are just going to be edgy as Can be. Prayer and meditation is our BEST medicine. I don't want to be a MAD WOMAN. Gotta count my blessings all day And not my burdens and sometimes just hide from everyone:) Xxoo, JoAnne
Margo said
Aug 31, 2012
Mary Jane wrote:
I sure hope I don't run out of Xanex... Thank God for them... I bet that's will be my middle name too ..can we share? I have pets they will probably scatter for cover.. My 2 sons live with me due to the economy but they just look at me already like WTF... and keep their mouths shut.. and I haven't even started. the drugs... I am glad , here in the states fall is coming and hopefully I can just hibernate... no apology to me is necessary truth is truth..
hang in there MJ PS can't spell worth a flip anymore
Lol MJ, my husband is mean sometimes, " your meds again?" can't wait for school to start, so me and my kids find some peace..,
Mary Jane said
Aug 31, 2012
I sure hope I don't run out of Xanex... Thank God for them... I bet that's will be my middle name too ..can we share? I have pets they will probably scatter for cover.. My 2 sons live with me due to the economy but they just look at me already like WTF... and keep their mouths shut.. and I haven't even started. the drugs... I am glad , here in the states fall is coming and hopefully I can just hibernate... no apology to me is necessary truth is truth..
hang in there MJ PS can't spell worth a flip anymore
Margo said
Aug 31, 2012
Week 18 coming through and the rage is catching up quickly. I'm never happy with anything or anyone. Create arguments out of nothing. Oh my poor family! Getting depressed and not finding happiness out of things i love and dont want to do anything at all. I will try diff antidepressants again, I am a real bitch and I know it...not only us have to put up with crap. I appologize for my language.
In all actuality, Im nuts and all my adult children are nuts, too. The problem is ; they are all bigger than me. We already fight like a pack of wolves and so this rage Im hearing about is seriously not funny. I've delayed Tx , hopeing the youngest would graduate and move out. Well, he is still here , and Ive decided I cant put this off any longer. So I'll put a new lock on my bedroom door and hide in my room for the duration. But considering my son is to lazy to even let the dog out, pick up a dish or his dirty clothing. Im betting when I come out I'll trip over the dead dog or all his piles of dirty laundry, fall down the stairs and break my neck and all the hassle of the tx will have been for nothing. Good Luck All its gonna take more than xanax. Michaele
The other night, a phone call came in, someone checking on me and mine with Hurricane Isaac approaching, my wife started yelling, from another room in the house, for me to pick up the call, I could not find any of our 4 wireless remotes phones and for some reason when I got to one the call was dead..........now....would that be enough to send a normal person into a rage of anger....why isn't there a damn phone when I need one.....anyway you get the picture....what a fit I had, took it outside and went for a walk asking myself "what is wrong with me"....
All is good, the wife totally gets it, unfortunatly I now have one less wireless remote phone as the one I threw did not survive.
Just off Incevik after 12 weeks.....itchy...
I don't think the "Trolley Rage" ever goes away!
Supermarkets are a definite no-no lol
Telephone cold-callers are a good target and you're likely to find your number removed from their lists after a few "episodes"
When I went to the hospital for my first shot, the nurse said "You may feel a little angry sometimes, a bit like road-rage" - a slight understatement...... I could wake up feeling quite friendly with people and then feel murderous by tea time. I did try and avoid confrontations (or so I thought) but there was an incident when I threatened to jab someone with an unused Peg Pen 'cos they wouldn't stop arguing with me - funny that, since it was me who started the argument
Steff xx
Oh my friends... thanks for sharing... I am trying to prepare all for what is up and comence...MJ
Because store room was trashed out.
I starting throwing things. Hello I am an adult
What was that about! My husband said he saw me and almost video it w his phone!
That may had caused another fit:)
I told him he was right I acted like a brat and I told him it was medicine.
I was so embarrassed.
Margo I do take AD, I take 10 mg of lexapro.
It makes me hungry all time but I knew from last time
On med I needed help.
Fortunately, I have a quiet home, my kids are grown.
That helps! I can't imagine four children needing me all day. With kids u can't
Ignore certain duties. Hope u get to rest and get a massage soon.
Xxoo joanne
I would not consider that riba rage, Kiwi. Just taking care of folks who aren't able to do so for themselves, something we should be doing with or without drugs. Thank you.
aw margo. i hear ya mate. some grumpy old man at the shop the other day wore all of my riba rage. but he did deserve it. bahahaha (thats my excuse and im stickin to it) he was being sooo rude and mean to a young girl. it was awful. so i just HAD to speak up.
hahaha, poor ol buggar never knew what hit him...
im on citalopram. dunno what it does, but a friend said imagine the train wreck i would be without taking them. look out world....
hang in there mate.
-- Edited by Margo on Monday 3rd of September 2012 06:25:39 AM
"Sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has to hang on to." - http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Dolores_Claiborne
Hang on to it!
You should have seen me at Wal Mart last week........a nut job on wheels....lol......it will pass, eventually.
Hang in there.
Take a deep breath...and say to yourself "This is not me. This is not me. This is not me."
Every day gets you closer to freedom.
Thank God we have each other on this Forum...
You shoulda seen me blow up at the poor guy at library a coupla months ago. I won't be going back there again soon.
A fit like a toddler! Hello! I knew it was inappropriate. Thank goodness no video of me acting like a crazy person. And that night I was fussy!
Going to church and forcing myself to get out is helping!
I take lexapro 10 MSG and it makes me eat eat eat!
But at least I am calm calm 95 percent of the time.
Hang in there Margo. Force yourself outside since Fall is coming.
Some days we are just going to be edgy as Can be.
Prayer and meditation is our BEST medicine.
I don't want to be a MAD WOMAN. Gotta count my blessings all day
And not my burdens and sometimes just hide from everyone:)
Xxoo, JoAnne
I have pets they will probably scatter for cover.. My 2 sons live with me due to the economy but they just look at me already like WTF... and keep their mouths shut.. and I haven't even started. the drugs... I am glad , here in the states fall is coming and hopefully I can just hibernate... no apology to me is necessary truth is truth..
hang in there
MJ
PS can't spell worth a flip anymore