Hey Taz, as rough as it is, you're still able to keep a sense of humor about it.  Makes me smile .

We all learn what we need to change about ourselves by opening our traps and getting the feedback we need from those listening. Jeez interferon can break anyone! Just live and learn. My two sense i would add from the hard stuff i have had to is to just listen, offer no advice in the marriages or love lives of others, all of us are changing every second, it adds up then one day its clear we are changed, it seems sudden but it happens very slowly over years. Learn to love yourself is the best motto i have ever stuck to, it made me content and independent and really we are all just human, we have bad habits, lots of doubts and insecurity, not forgetting this is my best medicine. Its easier to just say i am sorry, i should mind my own business than to kick myself. I bet solvaldi has healed you but if it doesnt, you are likely to be healed, finally no one is giving up on creating meds for all of us. Had hep c 42 years, did interferon, riba now on solvaldi and olysio, age 62 and cycling 35 mile treks, believe in yourself, love yourself, buck up and live, no one can do this for us, its on our back. You can do it...good good luck, smile...

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 I consider it to be a Medical term because after all she is a Doctor , published in the American Journal of Medicine and all.  She said I had "Petty Squabble and General Dysfunction syndrome "  

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 Yes, they call it PSGD and it is now listed in the DSM.  To think you were one of the first to get it.   lol

better today. after sleeping on it. actually found out a very good ole friend going thru something much worse. & she is not sick. involving her daughter & her 2nd grandbaby who is only 2 weeks old.  & believe me we didn't raise white trash but they are acting like it. with my son my feelings are so hurt when I have tried to do so much for my son. but oh well.. I want to get well for me.. so thank sfor chewing on me. it helped & sleep. u can only cry so much.. this treatment is almost over & I am hoping that it worked, that is another peeve of mine that they won't do a test til it is over.. hope I haven't stressed the drugs out.. they ptoblay ran soon as they got in.. lol 

So sorry to hear all this bull crap.  You are such a familiar and kind person here.....you are generous with your responses and hold hope dearly.  Just keep holding the hope.....

for beautiful eyes, look for the good in others

for beautiful lips, speak words of kindness

for poise......(this is the important one), walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.

audrey Hepburn.

you are not alone.

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Hi Taz,

You need to take a step back and calm down. I know it is tough what is happening but you can't do anything in a total state, it will make matters worse, for yourself and everyone involved. You need to take care of your feelings and as someone suggested seek medical intervention. Stress is not good in this situation. Remember as well, these medications increase emotional states and this is really not good for you. I think you need to speak to a professional involved in the case about your worries and see what is suggested, don't do anything whilst you are not in emotional control. Sorry I can't suggest anything more. Hugs x

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        +1 from me.  You come first. But I will add I take care of my 83yr old Mom with dementia all by myself and did all through my treatment. So I can throw the first stone. Your son sucks and better man up.

Hi Taz,

You need to take a step back and calm down. I know it is tough what is happening but you can't do anything in a total state, it will make matters worse, for yourself and everyone involved. You need to take care of your feelings and as someone suggested seek medical intervention. Stress is not good in this situation. Remember as well, these medications increase emotional states and this is really not good for you. I think you need to speak to a professional involved in the case about your worries and see what is suggested, don't do anything whilst you are not in emotional control. Sorry I can't suggest anything more. Hugs x

WoW Taz your realy wound up!  I have a cousin who is a Dr. that works with Age related disorders like Alzheimer.  She once used a term , I consider it to be a Medical term because after all she is a Doctor , published in the American Journal of Medicine and all.  She said I had "Petty Squabble and General Dysfunction syndrome "  That is what you have right now. The cure is to watch four episodes of Dr. Phil and when you see just how screwed up it can get.  you don't feel so bad.

hubby,, I am so upset. all I can do is cry.. sorry guys..

she got her plate full  my son screwed over her bubby a few yrs ago. it will work out. he banned me from facebook. they are so lovey dovey now til the next fight. my stepfather has it marked on calendar. I will call authorities next go round week at the most..  he never helps me with nothing especially on these meds. does not help me with pool or shurbs. gotta pay somebody. that is ok. he will not get heir money & believe I will get it. I am the only daughter left that will not take away from my dad.. he will get what he knees & then the commercial property will be mine.  (MY DAD) his wife wants no part. she want me to have it. SON will be on is knees. too bad. I love him he is my first born, but I never expected a son to do his mom this way. he cries & cries to me about about crappy she is & then next she is queen,.   TELL ME TO F'''' OFF IN THE NEXT SENTENCE. it is coming to a head. & will be SVR when it does,, yoohooooooooo  MY DAUGHTER is the most loving person  she takes after dead dad. when baseball season is up she said she & girls will be here to help me.. she is a good girl my son live about 1 1/2 from me.. what does that that tell. he has used my car  when I said yes. all kinds of things trying to help him NO MO.. lol  done cut that dtv box off.. no mo face book. then they get on facebook & pretnding they are so happy. who the hell runs outside nakds cuz u think ur kids are being taken. whata a dumbass. mama gonna burst that bubble cuz I l know the ceo regon 8  I will jus ask for evaultions be performed instead of  some numbchuck writing them.. I am so upset. nerves are controlling me.. hoping meds working  I hate facebook cept for my old old friend.. & I can be a bitch and cost him a couple of jobs I turned him on to.. don't know I am that mean..  lol  this have been a vry long vent. not riba.. just hurt. I want to move.

beautiful kids but the children are Innocent so if your daughter is amazing as say, she may over look her adult challenges with the boys' father and be willing take these children AWAY, FAST.

thank u omna. I know they are loved.. the mom just needs some mental help & get those steroids out of her.

their big bro at 5 week. these were born jan 2012 she lost riley dec 11  I know it wreacks havoc on her but leave me out of it.  I was iniceivek treatment when riley died. talking about losing some meds.. I did..

these are older.. they are something else now..  lol

we had one to die in dec2011. these were 9 1/2 weeks eary but u would never know it. they are sooooo precious. one of them I can tell is nervous. when she was in the hosp & dad didn't come see about them he kept picking at my fingernails. boy I wish I was healthy as an ox.. lol

no my daughter & son are not close. he screwed over her hubby a few yrs ago. She got two girls whom are my angels. they are ballfield every weekend building a future for scholarship for my oldest. they are wonderful. I will hve to pray & ever so hard to MY GOd above to please take care of these two wonderous two beautiful souls. when riley died they donated 2 heart valves & they got these two from God. They need to wake up again. they did for awhile. he just keeps taking crap from her & lets her talk to me and him any ole way. so that is done. I will hold in my heart that I get thru treatment & they will be ok!! all I can do..i got to achieve my svr.. t has got to be about me. but I love them so much.i sure didn't sign up for this.. lol

how old are the twins? Did one of them die or another one?

I'm sorry for your agony. So tough going through treatment and being stressed. Ask your doc for some stress meds.

I'm sorry but I couldn't understand the complete picture of what you said, so forgive me if I've misunderstood. BUT, from what I think I did understand ----- PRIORITY ONE: First and foremost the twins being abused and neglected is NOT COOL! Do you have any loving, nurturing relatives (like your daughter) who would be willing to take them in until you're well. Then maybe you can get a court order to be their legal guardian.

Children need to be kept safe, loved, nurtured, respected, fed... I could go on.

Please save those children and yourself.

Don't panic. Nothing comes from that state.

But be wise. These are children. They need to be kept away from these parents who should have licenses to be parents.

Also, I highly recommend reading "The Untethered Soul" by Michael A. Singer. He also has books on tape that are cheap.

Light to you and those children and all involved. SAVE THOSE KIDS PLEASE!

she was in hosp last week & none of her family would help so my 78 mon & 75 yr stepfather & me on this **** tired ot help. he would not leave her the second night when he could have to see sbout the twins. he now has 8 yr old with & she is bitchimg him out. pray I don't do to jail.. :)cuz she need to be bitch slapped

iwant to keep on going on. my son is ad bipolar & blames all his freaking probs on me because I tell his wife what I think,. they have twins. I am not so sure they are earting right, I got a chat message of him dogging her but today oh it is her steroids. she is queen. my mom is havng to leave the state to et away from it. it is killing her. we took care of kids & they are the best little little thing. my mom was in bed two days after. He would not leave hosp to come see about kids. i helped all i could. these steroids have not been happening for 4rs. maybe the last month., she  screamed at me today bout me being on my death bed. I can' take no more. I am hoping I clear this but I just don't know anymore. I want to call dhs but I don't want the twins to be separated., little gage when he was little had yellow bruises on his head from falling off the damn big bed. not his damn baby bed. I turned his dtv box off today that I had been paying a yr on. my son does not help help me at all.  I will from what I understand be an heir to my dad fortune.i will leave to all my grandkids but with those two I will stiplulate parent not get ****. it will be monitored. they have said oh I hope u will help us get new house   blsh blah blah. but u can't cant trim my hedges or help with my pool.. so dtv box got cut OFF today. I have been paying 25.. a month when my poor mom has been helping me with light bill? hell no. I had to vent. I got to get some time off for a few day without the damn boss bitching. he is another non compassionate ahole.  just say 5150  on her ass..  he could have done that last week. they wanted to call a social worker in cuz she was showing her ass.she lost one baby due to sids. she was sick & dong a anxex fell asleep waiting on friend to get there & baby rolled.. my 5 wek old grandson. I got to keep going know this.  thanks god for my daughter. feeling all ****ty I am so sorry but I did not go thru all this last treamment except losing baby. I thought I had this licked. freaking some members of family that don't give a damn. his dad is rolling in his gravce. he would beat his ass.   sorry just so upset  have nobody to vent.  love all u!! Taz give me hope