Hep C Discussion Forum

taz,

patience is a virtue. you're being too hard on yourself!!! look at all the positivity in your life.

you worked during treatment, you have motivation & determination and soon the coveted svr!!!!!

we all are impatient to be 100% after the meds.do we even know what 100% is after having the virus invade our bodies for so long? also some of us old timers myself included have done more than one round of these meds. i compare eot to learning to crawl, side-step walk & finally run.

i'm officially 8 mo. eot, am only 60 to 70% & only in the walk stage. its hard to accept our weaknesses/physical limitations after all we've been through!!!! just breathe.

someone on the forum recommended the monk who sold his Ferrari by robin sharma. it's all about inner strength & eliminating negativity in your life.

be well,

sandy,ucbgal

Taz,

So sorry that you're in "that" kind of workplace;   it might not be much of a consolation but you're not alone.   When at my wit's end with the job I took comfort in reading the Dilbert comic strip online:  http://www.dilbert.com/

Of course, there's nothing better than watching Office Space for the umpteenth time; I feel that I actually know the characters personally. 

Office Space trailer

getting more than my share is right. I had working 10 hr days 4 days a week. seems there has been talk bout me with that. while on our coast satellite office one of the girls doesn't even travel to the office. works from home. granted I can't do that because I am accounting. so many backstabber & messy women & it is always directed to me. I have kept my door shut, it doesn't matter. they are witches standing over the big black pot stirring. so sick of it. but I can't quit. wouldn't be able to get disability. there are two ppl there doing nothing, not their fault. he should assign work. one of them could have helped me as I have soooo much work. he hires a guy to do a specific project which will leave my office & I am glad, but he is starting this guy out at 1.36 hr less than me. I have worked for 42 yrs.took me oer 6 yrs to get last raise when other ppl except me & 2 others did not. we have no one to go to. his bosses the boad he has in his pocket. I just got to keep going, read my bible at work, just stop & read & pray for my health to overcome this last treatment. these ppl have NO compassion. Karma will come around & I will just sit back. my dorr still stay shut all day. I promise u that. there is one lady that will come around to get tidbits of info & spread & add to it. they all thought when treatment was over, that was it., iam 100%  proves they are stupid, no sense in explaning they don't care. they are out for greed. I am only there to keep the accounting office going. boy I need to go to Louisiana & get a lottery tic.. who knows?  lol I could sing that country song take this job & shove it.. lmbo!! it is jujst frustratin how I try to be a team player. no more.... thanks for listening to my vent. damn I thought when I quit the riba the rage would leave. but this is different I guess. lol 

peace out

Taz

longld, congrats   woooohooooo..

Taz, sorry to hear you've been feeling rough. You're gonna get through this.  While sometimes easier said than done, try and stay focused on the good things.  Know that others here are feeling, and praying for you.  One day at a time.   Philippians chapter 4:6,7,8.  Peace, out.   

Taz,

    don't give up on us buddy - been missing you!    I finished treatment a day after yours and agree that things don't suddenly get better but it looks like you are getting more than your fair share!